i’m just gonna complain about another thing which really is my fault this time. ok. so i lost a lot of weight as i’ve mentioned before. and it’s an unhealthy amount i think. i mean at 117 i was slightly underweight, i’m 102 now so yeah… ok. but my pants are falling down a lot but when i went to put a belt on, the belt was too big for me and did not have enough holes YOU GUYS THAT’S NOT OKAY!
ngl. i felt really pretty today until my parents ruined my day so…. yeah okay thanks guys. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
so today was good mostly yay! went with a couple of friends to watch the great gatsby and then ate some foods and yeah. it was good. i cried. it was a good movie. rest of the time with them was awks soo.. ;; but not a lot just more than it shldve been hehahahe skdfslak srry
one day a time will come that i want to write a biography of my life so if you gots any messages from me about my life i need them back that day so don’t delete them kay???
IF ANYONE I FOLLOW SAYS THEY QUIT I WILL LITERALLY RUN TO THEIR HOUSE AND CARESS THEM AND MAKE THEM NOT QUIT BECAUSE NO QUITTING IS PERMITTED OKAY YOU GOT THAT PEOPLE???!!!???? NO QUITTING BECAUSE QUITTING IS WORSE THAN FAILING. QUITTING HAS NO POTENTIAL OF SUCCESS!!!!! YOU GOT THAT YOU BEAUTIFUL MOTHERFUCKERS! NO QUITTERS ARE PERMITTED!!!
so. i was thinking of changing my url from mmellok to shineegami… thoughts???
i woke up because of a nose bleed. i felt it and rushed to the bathroom and it bled for like… 20 minutes i think….. omfg. that was at 5:20 am.. it’s 8 now lol
my whole life is coming to one thing: whether i’ll commit homicide or suicide first.
i don’t know what to do anymore. i need to shower… i have no motivation to get up and go. i don’t know what to do. what’s wronG WITH ME???